it's funny how the only drama i have in my life is caused by a man who left me over a year ago. pathetic much?

also funny how i don't have anything else to write about.

actually there is a little something else. J. she's not coming back to the merry ol' land of oz. well not yet anyway. which i think is great for her and her fiance but the worst news i could possibly get. what am i going to do over the christmas/new years period? every year we drink until we pass out on christmas eve. she's told me to make her proud but i don't know if i'm up for it... but i'll do my best.

after the debacle on saturday night with C, i don't think there will be any chance of socialising with him nor any of our mutual friends. and that leaves me with... some girlfriends... who don't do bars or clubs. they do dinner at family friendly restaurants where they can take their children and be home in bed by nine. not my idea of a raging night. J was going to be my saving grace.

and who knows what will happen in the next week or so. C might have forgotten about what i said, or at the very least pretend he has and then i'll be able to hang out with the boys again.

i live in hope.

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