so rockstarboy asked me to marry him. seriously. he was wasted, depressed, out of his mind or a combination of the three. naturally i declined. we are not even in a relationship so it would be a little odd to just bypass the whole falling in love bit and get hitched. he asked me why i wouldn't marry him and i told him the same thing i tell him everytime he talks about 'us' that i am not in love with him. no matter how much he nags me, no matter how much he tells me i am, i am not in love with him and never will be.

plus i kinda imagined the man i will eventually meet, fall in love with and marry to be employed (at least initially), mentally stable (either naturally or by prescription drugs) and maintain decent personal hygiene. rockstarboy just doesn't cut it. actually come to think of it most of my ex-boyfriends have fallen short. god, i really need to change my taste in men. i really need to get away from the angsty artist types. but they're all so cute! it's not fair.

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