since my last entry, i've calmed down a bit and am ready to accept that c is a shithead.

i will not be contacting him again.

don't get me wrong, if i see him i will speak to him, if he calls me (fat chance of that happening) i will answer his calls.

i hope that i won't let him get to me. it causes me to write whiney, emotional and utterly stupid entries. i'm so not that person.

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i had the strangest dream last night. i dreamt that i went to a pool party at bill haverchuck's house. who the fuck is bill haverchuck? he's a character from the short lived show 'freaks & geeks'. bill being one of the geeks, he's totally cool. i just got the dvds and have been watching them religiously and somehow bill has become etched in my mind.

i 'heart' bill!

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