i love living with the girls i live with.

well not all of them, there's this girl in the room next to mine who's very very serious and she tells me to turn my music down all the time. i wouldn't have a problem with this if it was actually cranked right up like i would have it at home but i can barely hear it in my room, she must have supersonic hearing. either that or she just plain hates me. it's cool... i didn't want to be her friend anyway.

back to my first point. the girls i love living with. they're so much fun. it's friday night and noone has any money so we were just sitting around drinking wine and gossiping. i've never really been into that sort of thing, but for some reason with these girls it's just... enjoyable. we were talking about the lack of good looking men on campus. the campus is just full of hot chicks and below average guys. the only good guys are in outdoor ed... and a girl i live with who is definitely on the lookout for a man (i'll call her AA) has quizzed everyone in the know. thanks to AA i have found out that all but three have girlfriends. the only good thing to come with this knowledge is that one of the three happens to be the guy i mentioned a couple of entries ago. from this entry on he will be known as sunscreen. don't ask. we (the girls) discussed tonight the fact that he appears to 'like' me. i don't know... there's a vibe i'm getting but i don't know what it means. if it was just me getting this vibe i would probably just dismiss it as wishful thinking but other people have noticed it too. well i guess we'll just have to wait and see.

i think the country air is really working for me. since i moved here (a month ago) i'm feeling better, both physically and emotionally, not that i was feeling terrible before, i just know that i feel better, and i think that it's starting to show. i'm happier. i think that's what it is. this is the year that will impact the direction of my life. this is the turning point.

"i can see clearly now the rain has gone"

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