walk away
2006-07-01 || 12:34 p.m.

ok so that job i got doesn't start for another two months now. i'm looking for something that starts immediately, but if nothing comes up i've already got a job. i was reading through the contract and they are protocol nazis. it's totally ridiculous. if i'm not working i can't be on the premises, if i wanted to go in for dinner with my friends or family i have to let them know at least 24 hours in advance otherwise i would be turned away. i can't drink alcohol on the premises EVER. so if i gave them 24 hours notice that i was coming in with friends for a meal i still wouldn't be served any alcoholic beverages. it's totally bizarre. so hopefully something else will come along.

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last night C called me and asked me if i wanted to go to the movies with him. we saw superman returns, it was surprisingly entertaining.

i asked him how the talk with slutface went. i said that he wouldn't have the balls to do it, and he didn't. i asked him why not and he said that he couldn't deal with her crying. i asked him if i was going to get an invite to the wedding, because that's where this will be headed if he keeps avoiding 'the talk'.

he then mentioned that the last time he saw and spoke to her was wednesday night and she said that she wouldn't speak to him until the weekend and in that time he should think about what he wants. and if he decides that he doesn't want to be with her, it's ok. it will not be ok.

she's nuts. she's desperate. i've been in the room when he's told her to get fucked and she still hangs around. she obviously doesn't value herself very highly because i may have lowish self-esteem but there is no way in hell i would put up with any man treating me like that. i'd rather be alone.

if she wasn't involved with C i would pull her aside and tell her that she deserves better. she can do better. i felt compelled to send her an email and tell her that C is an ass and to not waste her time, of course i didn't. i mean that would look like i was trying to break them up. and as much as i dislike the fact that she is with C, i can't stand the way C is treating her and that would be my only reason for doing something like that. but i would never, i couldn't even believe that the thought had crossed my mind.

i had stern words with C about it. and his response was "i never treated you like that" and "i would never say that to you". that was so not my point. why does he feel compelled to treat slutface like that? it's good that he's acting like this, i never realised he could be such a dick. this is a side of him that i have never seen before and i can honestly say that it is very unattractive.

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