ok, so i know that i've been going on and on about the C man. but it just has to stop. no one wants to hear me whine about some guy who dumped my ass almost eight months ago. yes i just realised it's been EIGHT FUCKING MONTHS. seriously, dude, i need to move on.

and if that means i have to give up hanging around with S and the hump and everyone else i'll just have to do it. the thought of that just totally sucks, but the thought of me eight months on still dwelling on the fact that the man i love doesn't love me back is just too sad to comprehend.

i'm better than this. well that's what i have to tell myself.

"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."

and that's how it's got to be with C.

it sucks.

i suck.

love sucks.

unrequited love sucks harder.

and you know what else sucks? J and her pseudo-fiance.

i'm very bitter today. i think it's the weather.

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