i'm hot.

i've had an interesting weekend.

on friday i went to see rockstarboy and his band. they were surprisingly good. never gonna make a million though. we didn't speak much, for some reason there's still tension between c and rockstarboy. i'm not with either of them, they both dumped me, why do they have a problem with eachother? if anyone should be tense it should be me.

last night i went to an engagement party. it was painful. well actually the free booze numbed any pain that i may have experienced. it wasn't a bad party it was just that i wasn't really invited, i tagged along with j and her new boyfriend. i went to highschool with the girl who's party it was and she swears she meant to invite me. i don't care. i'm not the type to get offended. i wouldn't have even gone but i was bored and there was free booze.

the painful part was j's new boyfriend. he seems like a nice guy, he's a bit too cocky for me. everytime i asked him a question he would avoid answering it by asking something about me. very weird. and he has an opinion on everything. he was telling me i should go and mingle... i hate people who tell me that. i'm not a party person, i'm a person who parks herself at the bar and observes everything. but all in all he seemed like a half decent guy. we have totally different taste in men, i guess that's why we're friends, we never compete for a man. i find all the one's she likes quite icky and that includes this one.

tim's coming to visit me on tuesday... i have this sinking feeling it's going to be really awkward.

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